masa praktikal dulu...(part 1)

i have bad experience during my internship........citenye begini.......
masa mula2 sibuk nk cr tempat utk praktikal, the lecturer gives us option, to find the company ourself atau dia masukkn je kt dlm memana co yg dlm list dia.......

me n my fren decided to undergo practical together, in same co, any co yg kt dlm list lecturer.........memandangkn ktorg berdua,mungkin lebih senang nk uruskn umah sewa etc as compared to being sengsorang in a new place..........

we are moving to jb then, to a small audit firm in bbu, own by bumiputera...........umah sewa sume setel, luckily my fren ada kwn yg stay sana, so ktorg just share umah sewa dgn diaorg selama praktikal ni......
tp umah sewa bkn la main point citenye........cite sebenar adalah mengenai tpt praktikal tu a.k.a audit firm bumiputera tu.......

the first day lapor diri xbrapa ingat la........but i notice the co is owned by malay man, n all the staff juga malay.........ada a few dept ; audit, akaun, tax n admin.......each dep ada 1-2 staff yg incharge......nmpk sgt betapa keciknya co........xpe la, i have no problem with that.....

standard la, awal2 jupa dgn bos dh diberitahu apa keje yg akan dibuat oleh bdk praktikal.........these are the list keje bdk praktikal :
- pg2 dtg ofis, kena masak air, wat air teh 1 jug utk satu ofis.........kena sapu ofis (dua2 floor, termasuk tangga skali)........kemas meja bos.....
-  time ofis hour kena bantu staff kalo diaorg mintak bantuan pape......
- jadi bdk photostat
- jaga telipon, angkat telipon, amik mesej, sambng call....
- ari sabtu (keje half day) sume bdk praktikal kena cuci toilet.............

oleh kerana ktorg bdk praktikal, kena la follow je kan...........1st week ktorg layankn aje dulu........sbnrnya masa ofis hr xde pape keje yg berkenaan dgn cos yg ktorg blaja pn.......keje yg ktorg buat sumenye keje2 yg slalunya pembantu am pejabat buat, even keje yg lebih worse drpd PAP lg........penah satu ketika akak admin suruh aku book hotel utk bos, padahal tu keje dia.........terkial2 la aku dail no tipon hotel.....
there is NOTHING, i mean NOTHING a.k.a ZERO job yg melibatkn akaun, audit atau tax yg diberi pd ktorg......
part plg sedih is cuci toilet........bkn nk kata cuci toilet keje yg hina, just that all of them treat us dgn sgt hina skali.......sgt stress..........ada student praktikal dr ipt mana ntah, kena jd despatch full time plak keje dia.....


oh please la......we are degree student........bkn nk harap bos dan staf respek tabik spring kt ktorg pn, cuma TOLONGLAH give us some experience as we should have..........kalo diberi keje wat bank recon, atau simple akaun, atau tax calculation, ktorg akan buat dgn bersungguh2 skali.........we don't deserve to be treated like this.........


lebih membuatkan ktorg stress is bila contact kwn2...........sume diaorg cerita apa yg diaorg wat kt ofis, dah buat akaun, buat itu, buat ini, bos baik bla bla bla.........ktorg, apa nk cite? none of them kena wat apa yg ktorg buat nih......stressssssssssssss...........


bila dh mgu ke2 dan ke3, dh xboleh tahan lagi.......tekanan dh memuncak.......something must be done......dan bila memikirkan apa yg ktorg kena tulis kt buku log praktikal, xkan nk tulis cuci toilet, kemas ofis selama 6bln kan.........gilo, mau nye aku repeat praktikal ni kang........

then, after discussion with lecturer, we started to find another co.........my fren manage to get another co in her hometown in bp.........aku blum dpt lg, tp nk kuar jugak drpd sana.......before we left, we have to meet 2nd bos, handed surat brenti.........xde la bgtau reason quit sbg 'sgt tertekan kena cuci toilet' kn, agak2 la.......tp encik-2nd-bos ni maybe paham apa yg ktorg alami n simpati, cuma dia xleh nk wat pape........sbb dia kata gini 'saya faham, dan saya pn xbrapa stuju dgn budaya kt sini....'.....haa, apakah maknanya itu?
from observation, mmg encik-2nd-bos ni xbrapa campur sgt dgn staff lain.........time org lain sibuk bg keje ntah hape2 kt ktorg, dia duk bilik je, wat keje.........
bkn nk kata sume staff xbaik, kalo layan borak dgn diaorg, ok je.......cume tu la, ada juga terjadi benda2 cenggini......susah nk ckp.....


lps kuar, i tried to find the company yg dkt2 dgn umah.........construction co, tp dia kata yg kosong n memerlukan student praktikal cuma kt kilang, yg agak jauh drpd umah mak bapak den, dan dia tau mmg aku xkn nk accept praktikal kt ctu sbb tptnya jauh kedlm n aku xde kenderaan............mcm nk berdalih xnk bdk praktikal n bg excuses yg lebih hormat.......ye lah, kalo ckp xnk terima bdk praktikal kang takut kena mengata dgn org kg, almaklum umah dkt........so, wat strategi supaya dia offer (nmpak baik), tp aku yg refuse........agak licik juga pemikiran org bisnes ni ye?

ayyo, dh xde tpt praktikal plak ni...........bila cite dgn my fren, she help a lot, tanya dgn bos utk masukkn kt co tu jugak.......nasib baik bos kata ok.......then, i move on lg, tp my fren's home town, b.pahat.......

bersambung........

kwn saya tiada lagi.........

monday petang (2 ogos), lps balik drpd psr mlm, my sister called me..........she told me very shocking news, that my friend passed away, accident ........ xtau apa yg saya rasa, mcm xpecaya pn ada.........
so, my husband said we should go back home.......


along the way, i keep thinking, and thinking.........hp keep ringing, calls by frens who also knows her.......
smpi umah dh pkl 10 mlm...........kereta dh byk parking dpn umah...........di umah my frens pn dh ramai org bacakan yasin...........


me n my frens is quite close, especially masa sek.rendah.........umah pn dekat, selang satu umah je.........
time sek menengah xsama, tp masa dip dpt tpt yg sama di itm sgmt............walaupn xsama kolej, tp slalu jugak singgah bilik memasing...........balik kg pn kdg2 sama, kdg2 tumpang balik dgn bapak dia..........


so, bila smpi umah, my sister cerita she's actually on the way back home after attending kursus since friday.......maybe kursus tu involved xtvt fizikal, n she's kind of exhausted n sleepy when driving home menyebabkan bertembung dgn lori...........sy ada sket rasa nk meyalahkan modul kursus yg sgt tight yg menjadi punca xcukup tido, ngantuk dan keletihan...........


masa sampi mlm tu jenazah still lg kt hosp...........only esoknya br post mortem, mandi dan kafan, dan dibawa ke kg senama............i went there, tgk jenazah utk kali terakhir............dan air mata xdpt tahan lg........
what i notice during that day, her face xpucat pun, n the wheather pn xbrapa panas, mendung sket.........lps je majlis kebumi, cuaca panas balik spt hari2 biasa ...........sume urusan berjalan dgn baik dan dipermudahkan.......mudah2an dipermudahkan juga perjalanannya di alam sana......... 


after kebumi, terus siap2 nk blk sgmt plak..........during this stay, mmg xsempat langsung nk jupe family arwah.......all the way back, air mata mengalir juga..........bila selisih dgn bas, teringat dulu penah tiket bas nk balik raya abis........dan ktorg berdua sanggup amik bas sambung2 utk balik umah.......
payung kt dlm keta pn kirim dgn arwah dan dia yg belikan............
too many memories..............smpi skrg pn air mata akan bergenang bila teringat..........

balik kampung

ptg jumaat lps balik kg..........dalam anas sakit beguk pn xreti nk duk umah jugak......
dalam perjalanan, anas sibuk nk duduk dgn apak dia, nk pegang stereng.......kesian laki den, kena drive dgn bersungguh2, he he.......bila anas duk kt pangku masa drive, dia kena pegang stereng dgn kuat supaya anas xtarik stereng, nk tgk dpn pn agak sukar sbb kepala anas kdg2 block view dia......nasib la kan, dpt anak bujang suka stereng...........xbagi kang ngamok2.......

ari sabtu pg mak ajak g balai raya, ada talk psl jalur lebar TM.........mak berminat nk join la tu, sbb ada pakej jalur lebar sebulan rm38, free netbook tu......rupanya rm38 tu utk jalur lebar kelajuan 384kbps saje.........agak seloww jugak......mmg dia bg wifi modem, max 10 pc/laptop bole guna......tp agak kurang keperluan nk guna internet kt umah tu..........kalo psg kang, bertambah expenses bulanan.........i had the idea to share the jalur lebar with the jiran, tp sapa plak nk share kn? jiran sebelah umah dh psg streamyx yg byr bulan2 mahal punye.......

masa kt kg anas dh menunjukkn skil panjat moto...........baru xtgk kejap, tetiba dh duduk elok je kt atas moto.....tokojut atuk anas.........naik moto paktam dia plak tu, moto tinggi ala2 RXZ tp kurus sket (sbnrnya xtau moto tu model apa, hehehehhe....)
baru atuk anas tau kehebatan cucunya ini, he he....


oh ye, masa kt kg, demam anas ttp mcm tu jugak.........br 2-3 jam mkn ubat, badan dh panas balik......sampai habis ubat yg dr. bg.........nasib baik ada ubat spare.........tido mlm pn xbrapa lena, nt tgh mlm nangis2, badan panas, xselesa kot, sakit bengkak beguk tu lagi........kena bg ubat roket tu...........kesian......

beguk

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anas kena beguk............sgt kasihan...........
it started on tuesday night..........lps balik keje, jln2 naik moto g beli mknan (sbb malas nk masak, pose nisfu syaaban)..........bila pkl 7 dia dh start jd bdk cengeng.............tgk pn nk marah, nk nangis je........we think it's becos of xcukup tido on the day...........

but then at 8oclock, badan dh panas........then i say 'o, maybe dia cengeng sbb nk demam'..........badan agak panas and he's looking very very lemah n xberdaya, baring je...........sgt kesian tgk bdk yg slalunya aktif, asik terlompat2 tetiba jd lemah mcm tu skali............sblm ni pn bkn xbiasa demam, tp still aktif..........setakat sakit sket2, mmg dia xheran punya............and this time was so different.........kesian........


we decided to go to clinic and unexpectedly the doktor says anas kena beguk..........mmg xpecaya.......
the next morning, panas dh agak kurang but still moody, cengeng lg.........nasib baik the bbsitter volunteer herself to take care of anas on that day.......dh ingat nk cuti dh......

lps dtg keje, i did some research on beguk.........sbnrnya sbb xcaya what the dr said.........i strongly believe it's not beguk, maybe some kind of infection or whatever...........becos i remember before this, about 2-3weeks ago pn anas penah mcm tu jugak, moody, badan panas sket, main air liur, after give him ubat, esoknya dh ok dah..........then paksa abah anas utk g klinik lain plak......
bila petang amik anas dr bbsitter nmpak dia dh ok.........bila dia dh terlompat2, kira ok la tu......


but we still want to go to other clinic............and the 2nd dr also said it's beguk............
what to do, terpaksa la terima kenyataan anas kena beguk.........dr said slalunya beguk takes time 1week to recover.......


and malam td, badan panas lagi.........mcm heran la.......demam dia come and go gitu........nape ye? beguk mmg gitu ek?

anniversary 2

sempena dgn anniversary, hubby blanja mkn pizza during lunch hour.......ok la kan, ala2 dating gitu.......
memasing kuar awal, sblm pkl satu dh kuar.......disebabkn ari kamis, pki baju batik.........pastu g jln2 plak kt bandar sblm lunch hour, nmpk sgt pekerja gomen memonteng............eh, tp xde la awal sgt, dlm pkl12 lebih je...

mkn pizza mcm biasa je........nothing unusual.......the best part is after the lunch........
encik itu tetiba sakit perut plak............effect drpd lunch pg td kot........
dan kejadian kelakar itu bermula dr situ, hahahhahahahaaahha.............
hihiihihihihhhiiii...................hohoohoohohoohoho........

itu saje, xleh cerita lebih2...........pandai2 la sambung cerita klakar ni sendri.........hahaahahahahahha.......

anniversary

ye, ari ni is my 3rd anniversary............mintak hadiah drpd anas, tp dia wat xreti je, hahahaha......


i'm actually donno wat should i do on this very special day............to be frank, rasa biasa2 je.........sama mcm the rest of the day...........sbb it comes with usual routine, just like yesterday and the day b4.........
unless something extraordinary things happen that will make it different from other day, then it will be considered special day............


like this morning, pagi2 kena bangun mcm biasa, masak n get pepared to go to work............anas plak bgn awal, 4.30 pg dh bangun, n mengacau masak, n it makes sumenye xtentu arah............n because dia bgn awal, i have to bangun also, and like usual, xcukup tido makes me a bit dizzy n kepala berat........pastu kena g keje with these not-feeling-well body, dgn perut kelaparan lagi, hmmmm........
it sure not like something i wish to happen on anniversary.........


i wish for anniversary to be xtraordinary (hoho, byk berangan ini budak....)
IF on this anniversary day is a holiday (or amik cuti purposely for this day)............without worry for expenses bills to pay, we laki bini only (anas not included, he he) goes for holiday, with everything taken care of, from penginapan, transportation (ada pemandu, wow!).......hopefully that place will be somewhere on earth which have a very very pleasant view and a lot lot lot of things to explore......


if it can be happen...........bile le agaknye yerk?............

pose

ari ni pose ganti..........nk kata penat pn xjugak, tp lapo ! he hehe.....
dh nk pose balik br terhegeh2 nk ganti pose, very bad, sicantikmanis!

ok la, utk raya taun ni sy berazam nk pose 6ari bln syawal utk pose sunat dan juga ganti pose....dh ganti awal2, xpyh la sibok nk ganti time dh dekat2 nk pose thn dpn........
byr utang awal2 kn bagus....
(tp tgk je la nt camana, tercapai ke x azam tu, he he)